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Archivo de Abril 2009

a step closer to silence!

In 1 on Abril 15, 2009 at 6:07 am

Good night people who may read what I think and feel. This part of my life is called “how much time have I lost” by not expresing my feelings, therefore my time either.

I would like to take this opportunity to write a pray, some words and phrases comming from inside, the deepest part of myself… my heart. This is dedicated to my dear baby girl, I hope do get well soon.

God, there are so many things that I´ve asked you not to do
not to help, not to be worried about.
There have been some others, that I´ve prayed for your Divine help
Although I know that our communication is not “that frecuent”
I would like to beg your help. I´ve heard that a lot of people, just like me, have gone directly to You, to ask for favors, special ocassions, miracles that only you know how to make them to happened.

These words are for real, I´m being honest, as simple as that. There is an awesome, important, beatiful girl that I love. She is currently going through a ruff situation with her body. I know that you already have written our destiny, story, everything! But in this case, I want to ask your intercession, your Own and Unique help and support. She has become an important part of mine, my family, she is all what I want to possesed. I know this might sound kind of  “cursi”, but I love her, with every single part of my body, heart and soul.

I´m not asking for a miracle, just for help. Like I said, our communication is not the most frequent, but you are the Only one that I can trust.
I love you bebita!! You´ll get better soon!

Avocation? My accent training, finally ended!

In 1 on Abril 10, 2009 at 4:10 am

After four days of pure, hard, strenous and awful training, I want to say Hello again! I know that nobody will read this, whatsoever, I want to write my feelings with no doubt.

How would you feel if someone is trying to tell you how do some words are “correctly spoken” with “american accent”? hahahahahahaha I felt the same as you when I noticed that I´m not the gringo-american I thought I were. Ok, I will admit that I do have an accent and my energy (most likely called emptyness of happiness) is not the right one to succeed, BUT! The same as you my reader-friend, we all have things that we like, and things that we don´t at all. Well, this is what happenned.

Because I was kicked out from the other company where I was more than happy with my non working status, after a few days I could finally found a cool job for me. This particular company looks emmmmm pretty professional (to be honest, this is the most professional company that I´ve found, since I started to work) they even gave me 100 q´s due to the big sacrifice that I´m currently doing of being working during this holy week. In addition, they have been giving some tickets to have: SNOWCONES FOR FREE!!! hahahahahahahaha I´ve been eating snowcones like a cow all these days.

I just really don´t know what to expect from them… but until today, everything seems to work fine and right. I´ll say that I have a lot of expectations about “growing” on this company, we´ll see how does it run after a few months.

Ok… now I just want to say that I feel really happy and completed, because I have had for almost 9 months a beatiful girlfriend who had light up my day, every single day! i love you baby! You are my G.G!! do you know why?? my Gift from God! hahahahaha you liked it right??

Ok people, I´ll leave you by now! Have a good night, drive safe and hagan el amor como nunca!